"Imprint" (2008)
"Illusion of Evil" (2005)
"...and Jesus wept" (2001)
Demo/promo materials:
Promo tape: "Erotica" (1999)
Demo tape II: "The Bleeding Art" (1997)
Demo tape I: "Dream of Dark Hour" (1996)
Rehearsal tape (1996)
LP "Imprint"
English and Polish lyrics (PDF, 601 KiB - en / 456 KiB - pl)
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LP "Illusion of Evil"
AT YOUR COMMAND
lyrics by Pyrzyk, music by Pyrzyk & Toifl
For you
I got lost
For you
I left everything
forever
---
You called me I came
I got stabbed in a heart
I feel broken empty
the tears won't fall anymore
---
I got the rests of your life
I was like a dog at your command
I humbled in the name of love
It's the end of Your love
---
How could you humiliate me
You betrayed everything I believed.
Adversity and fear of loneliness
kill me slowly every day
---
For you
I got lost
For you
I left everything
forever
---
It was the last phone I answered.
---
You left me all alone
I'm not your friend anymore.
"Illusion of evil"
lyrics by Pyrzyk, music by Pyrzyk & Toifl
the last time i heard
no one was talking
the last time i saw him
no one was there
a part of me that i knew
a part of me that was alive
cries filled with blood
free me and i'll be myself
nice and understanding
i'd like to have clear account
to start a real life
a part of me that i knew
a part of me that was alive
cries filled with blood
---
again alone it's not fair
i tried so hard to be myself
people are disguessed of me
they are acting strangely
an old sister has reminded me
person known from older ages
that maybe loved me
but only till friday
---
i heard from old sister
the words of strange songs
her scream has stopped long ago time
sentenced for silence in blood
---
Old sister isn't here anymore
in my heaven you can hear screams
i think about that sometimes at night
in the morning they'll free my hands again
---
i saw her face
it was illusion of evil
evil was her name
evil was her identity
i remember scream
hands filled with blood
i became their prisoner
I was good blind idiot
---
i'm worried for all souls lost in time
I'd like to get out of here to free them
again alone it's not fair
i tried so hard to be myself
people are disguessed of me
they are acting strangely
an old sister has reminded me
person known from older ages
that maybe loved me
but only till friday
---
Old sister isn't here anymore
in my heaven you can hear screams
i think about that sometimes at night
in the morning they'll free my hands again.
VANITY
lyrics by Pyrzyk, music by Pyrzyk & Toifl
VANITY IT IS YOUR NAME
VANITY IT IS YOUR LIFE
PLEASE LET ME HELP YOU
I WANT ONLY ONE THING
Destroy your pride
Possess your life
You met me I'm a beacon
You think of what I want
I'm the pilot of your life
You've found paradise
VANITY IT IS YOUR NAME
VANITY IT IS YOUR LIFE
PLEASE LET ME HELP YOU
I WANT ONLY ONE THING
You'll cry and beg
You little girl
---
Real decompose of body
The stink of your own sloth
I don't know any mercy
I found my paradise
---
My treasure
A little butterfly
My treasure
Only for me
---
I NEED YOUR BLOOD
I NEED TO WASH MY FACE
I WISH I COULD START AGAIN
I NEED YOUR BLOOD
I NEED TO WASH MY FACE
I WANT YOUR VANITY
---
LOOKING BACK I AM THINKING OF PLEASANT MOMENTS
YOUR SMILE BACK TO ME FROM AN OLD PHOTO
I WAS A FOOL BELIEVING IT IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT
RELATIVITY TURNED OUT TO BE CRUEL AND I WAS PATHETIC
---
MY VANITY
---
I NEED YOUR BLOOD
I NEED TO WASH MY FACE
I WISH I COULD START AGAIN
I NEED YOUR BLOOD
I NEED TO WASH MY FACE
I WANT YOUR VANITY
---
IN MY ARMS SHE WAS SAFE
DO YOU BELIEVE IN HAPPINESS
WHEN YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS
I CAN SEE YOUR DEATH
I SET YOU FREE
BETRAYAL
lyrics by Pyrzyk, music by Pyrzyk & Toifl
Nothing looks the same anymore
only a picture
of forgotten days
---
Look at my face
Can you see me
without the future ?
without illusions ?
I scream in fury
I ask for help
won't you leave ?
won't you forget me ?
I listen only your advices
and following them
I go straight to abyss.
Don't go away.
I scream in fury
I ask for help
won't you leave ?
won't you let me down ?
Don't go away.
---
There when I saw her first
I've chosen freedom
There when I saw her first
I've chosen death.
---
Do i know ?
Do I trust you ?
I don't know
the answer
I don't know
the destiny
I don't know
the answer
I don't know
the destiny
I don't know
---
But the way of truth is so close
I'm getting closer towards the truth
I see you
---
You betrayed me
There is nothing left
---
Nothing looks the same anymore
only a picture
of forgotten days
---
How I was wrong.
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LP "...And Jesus Wept"
1. I'm The Only Way
They've tried to convert me to this faith
but I have chosen isolation
I sacrifice my blood and suffering to God
and to my black soul anxiety
Rape me
Rape my soul
Tell me how to survive another night
Fear means nothing to me, but still!
if I could mark you with desire
You will remain lonely in your own world
Let us talk about the only truth
A few words which will change your life
Your calm existence will guarantee death
Tension and fear will bring salvation
I am the only creator of beauty
You will ask what's the creator's name
Call out to me
For a moment I will not tell you to wait
You're hungry for knowledge
Love me
Where you die every day
I open the gates of endless dreams
I am only an unfulfilled dream
I am only a part of the whole
Where I kill every day
I open gates to a new world
I am the omnipotent master there
My name's "liar"
2. In Despair of Solitude
I heard once
The wind roar in trees
I heard once
Children laugh
And I cried
For the lost life
Let them discover solitude
Let them discover every sorrow
"And I will give you hope" said the master
But it is already not there
Let them discover love
Let them discover every day
"And I will give you hope" said the master
But it is already not there
Decay is their play
Despair is their game
And only screams can be heard
When tears wake them from their dream
This dark night - Kills me
This cold night - Kills me
There's only chaos around
Sunk in solitude
They can only see a black shadow
Murmur wakes them from their dream
And her solitude - beauty
And her loving - beauty
And killing her - beauty
And her rebirth - beauty
In the name of the father
I die every night
In the name of the father
The only way left for me
3. And If I Say That You Died
Night full of ecstasy
I remember I was there
But my palms forgot
The softness of her skin
But my voice changed tone
I remember, I told her
Thousands of unnecessary words
I remember only the one
If I say that you died
Will you forgive me your tears?
As a punishment I am empty inside
I scream and bleed in my sleep
And I do not know where I left you
Because you wanted to find yourself?
Words meaning nothing
Many confessions, intimate ones
I found consolation in a secret
And though there were many words
I saw your other face - You laughed
I am tired of this waiting
I forgot all the nights we spent together
And if I say that you died
Will you forgive me my desire?
I wrote these last few words
Because I remember what I told you
And if I say that you died
Will you forgive me my desire?
And if I say that you died
Will you forgive me your tears?
I will never know the secret
I reconciled my life with the time
And when I am alone I laugh asking
For your favourite colour
And I already remember What I told you
I told you that you died
4. Cutting God's Throat
Existence of feelings
Is like a simple sorrow
To feel the existence
We desire the fruit of the body
Millions of human souls
Deluded by a mysterious game
On rainy days are on their own
And shout out sad thoughts
In gardens of pain
We spend our lives
Every moment there
Is joy and madness
In the chaos of thoughts
We look over our dreams
These are the gardens of pain
Places of nonentity
Deer penetration
Intensive feelings
A bloody stump
Our worthless world
A mine of excrements
Experiments of life
In the gardens of pain
I cut God's throat
Sweet suffering
Welcome to my world
Sweet suffering
Is the ecstasy of feeling
My dream
Is not
My dream
Is not - realized
I see a splendid place
I can see the sweet time of existence
No - I am not there
This island without forgiveness
I can only see liars
I can see sick people
They said so much
To destroy my world
These are liars
5. Place Where You Are
I'm losing you
This is an ill dream
Invisible so
Gone
I chose for You
A lonesome place
So quiet and beautiful
A lonesome place
I've lost you, gone
You died lonely
I killed you
Silently
You died in a dream
Lost paradise for you
This is my vengeance
For your faith in God
I killed so suddenly
The funeral for you
Without witnesses and ceremony
In green paradise
You were so naked
The funeral for you
Without hope or a priest
In green paradise
You were so beautiful
I am the way for you
All lyrics © Pyrzyk (except 3. by Sagan)
© 2000 Nightly Gale / Pagan Records
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Promo: "Erotica"
"ANGELICA
BURNS"
FAT AND UGLY
SHE IS FORMED TO SUFFER
DIRTY INSIDE
INDULGING IN A MENTAL RAPE
UNWANTED
DIRTY BITCH
SHE IS FAITHFUL TO THE END
LIKE A DYING DOG
ANGELICA BURNS
OLD REMEMBRANCE
OF BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS
AND UNIQUE ONES
HER WORDS ARE DIM NOW
BUT MY DREAM STILL RETURNS
SHE ISN'T THE SAME PERSON NOW
BUT I AM THE SAME
IN SHADE OF THE STREETS
CHASED BY HER LIFE
SHE LOST HER BEST DAYS
DAYS OF YOUTH
FRIGHTENED OF PASSING AWAY
AND FADING BEAUTY
WHY DID SHE GO THERE ?
WHY...
WE ARE NAKED
STRIDING ON THE PATH OF SORROW
WHEN WE LOOK BACKWARDS
WE SEE ONLY DARKNESS
AIMLESSLY...
LIFE IS ONLY A MISUNDERSTANDING
AND IF YOU ARE NOBODY,
YOUR LIFE ISN'T NEEDED
YOUR MOMENT IS PASSING
AND WILL NEVER COME BACK
YOU PERFECTLY KNOW, IT'S TIME
YOUR ESCAPE DOESN'T MAKE SENSE
YOUR NAME WILL BE FORGOTTEN
AND THEN YOUR FACE WILL VANISH
BUT I'LL MENTION YOU SOMETIMES
THE VOICE FROM THE PAST WILL COME BACK
"DARK RIVER OF THE
HEART"
I SEE THE LIGHT AT A DISTANCE
A LITTLE FLAME OF A CANDLE
HAVE I DIED ?
HAS MY TIME COME ?
I CURSE HER NAME
THOUGH I HAD FORGOT IT
I MUST FREE MY MIND
I MUST BE CLEAR
THE COMING OF A NEW ORDER
I'M A NEW MESSIAH
LISTEN TO ME, MY SUBJECTS
I'M THE ONLY TRUTH
CLOSE YOUR EYES
I'M AWAITED LIGHT
KNEEL DOWN !
I COME TO HEAL YOU !
I HEAR YOUR SCREAM : "HERETIC"
SILENCE ! BE SILENT MY SHEEP
MY MISSION IS CALLED HOPE
I'M A TEACHER
I HEAR YOUR SCREAM : "BLASPHEMER"
COME TO ME, CLOSER
MY MISSION IS DEATH
I'M A TEACHER
IT'S SILENT BEFORE THE STORM
THE WIND BLOWS AND WAITS
I,M THE KING OF THE WORLD
I LOOK HIGH ABOVE THE CLOUDS
BLASPHEMY !!!
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Demo II: "The Bleeding Art"
Drowning In Painful Sea
music by PYRZYK & SOBOLEWSKI, lyrics by PYRZYK
MY LIFE DROWNS IN THE SEA
LIKE A STONE IS YOUR HEART
DAY GOES AWAY APPROACH NEW DREAM
FADED THOUGHTS THROW INTO THE NIGHT
AS AN OLD TREE I AM
WHICH IS GROWING AMONG THE SHADOWS
AS A HARD STONE I AM
WHICH IS RESTING AMONG THE LANDS
LIKE A HOME
DESTROYED BY RAIN AND WIND
STANDING ALONE
THROUGH THE ROAD OF LIFE
HIS OLD ROOTS
GROWNED TOO DEEP
I WILL GO AWAY
MY LIFE DROWNS IN THE SEA
LIKE A LONLEY FLYING BIRD
I CAN SEE HIM THROUGH A PAIN
I CAN SEE HIM THROUGH THE TEARS
IN THE SEA OF MY SAD DREAMS
THERE IS NO PLACE FOR A HAPPINESS
I CAN SEE HER THROUGH THE DARKNESS
I CAN SEE HER THROUGH REGRET
LIKE A BIRD, LIKE A RAIN
THERE ARE MY DREAMS
I SEE THAT THROUGH THE TEARS
I SEE THAT THROUGH A PAIN
LIKE A FLOWER LIKE A WIND
THERE ARE MY DREAMS
I SEE THAT THROUGH THE DARKNESS
I SEE THAT THROUGH THE FOG
- The Bleeding Art -
music & lyrics by PYRZYK
WHY IS IT JUST AN ILLUSION?
WHY IS IT JUST AN IMAGINATION?
OLD STONE DREAMS ABOUT THE TEARS
LOOK THERE
WHY IT'S JUST A DREAM ?
WHY IT'S JUST A WAY ?
I THOUGHT I WILL STAND HERE
HERE IN NEVERLAND
MY LIFE It A SAD JOURNEY
MY LIFE IS LONLEY ADVENTURE
YOU'RE LOOKING ON THOUGHTS OF DESIRE
LOOK A DESIRE
MY LIFE IS SMELL OF WOMAN
MY LIFE IS JUST A MEAT
TO LOOK THE BEAUTY
TRUST A DEATH
IT'S TIME OF SHADOW'S DESIRE
COMMON FASCINATION FOR FLESH
LOOK AT THE ACT OF LOVE
DIVERSIFIED BY WORLDS AND SUFFER
UNLEASH THE PAIN BY SENS
IT'S THE THOUGHTS MASSACRE
ON THE WAY TO DEATH
IT'S TIME FOR THE BLEEDING ART
BLOODY THOUGHTS ARE MY FAITH
BELIEF IN FLESH NOT IN GOD
IT'S TIME FOR LAST WORLDS
PRAYER WHICH IS NOT A DREAM
I FUCK A WOMAN, BUT SHE'S NOT HER
WHO ARE YOU ? I HATE YOU
I KNOW WHY ? BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT HER
YOU FUCKING BITCH, YOU WHORE
NOW I HAVE TO KILL YOU
I KNOW WHY ? BECAUSE I WANT YOU BLEED
YOU ARE CRYING, YOU ARE DYING
I CAN'T HELP YOU
I SAW, I SEE YOU'RE BLEEDING
- Neverland -
music & lyrics by PYRZYK
CLOSING MY EYES, I'M DYING
CLOSING MY EYES TO LEAVE YOU IN PEACE
CLOSING MY EYES TO LOST MY BREATH
CLOSING MY EYES, I'M DYING
I'M DYING BECAUSE I HAVE NO FAITH
I'M DYING BECAUSE I FEEL NO PAIN
I HATE THIS PLACE SO MUCH
LIFE DISAPPOINTED ME SO DEEP
I'M CLOSING MY EYES
HAVE YOU GOT PESSIMISTIC RELATION TO YOUR LIFE ?
NO, I HAVEN'T, IT'S NOT LIKE THIS
BELIEF IN LUST I SEE REGRET
I'M THE BIRD I'M CRUSHED SHIP
WHERE IS THE END OF SORE AND SUFFER
I FIND MY WAY TO NEVERLAND
I'M LAUGHING ALTHOUGH I SHOULDN'T
IM SCREAMING BECAUSE FEAR CAME HERE
HAVE YOU GOT PESSIMISTIC RELATION TO YOUR LIFE ?
WELL, EVERYONE PLAYS DIFFERENT
I'M ALONE IN NEVERLAND
- For Lonley Winds -
music by SOBOLEWSKI, lyrics by PYRZYK
FEAR CLOUSED IN EXPRESSION OF FACE
WHEN YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHIRLING THOUGHTS
BELL OF LONELINESS CALLS WIND
BLOWING FAR AWAY
AND HIS SCREAM HERALDS MIGHT OF DEATH
I DELIGHT FLOWS OUT THE INTRICATE
ROADS OF FLESH
EXPLODES BY LIGHT FOR SENSES
LUSTING AFTER BLOOD
SO GREAT IS HIS WORLD OF RATTLED WORDS
AND WIND UNDERSTOOD
WHAT HE ALWAYS KNEW
FOR LONLEY WINDS THE HOPE IS COMING
FOR LONLEY WINDS WINTER LEFT FOREVER
WHEN YOU SEE THE FLOWER GROWING
AMONG THE TEARS
HAPPINESS OF HIS BREEZE MAKES YOU FEEL FREE
SO SHEMING FATE OVERFILLED WITH MISERY
CRUSHING ALL HOPE FOR CALM GROWTH
WAITING FOR THE NIGHT TO DISCOVER UNKNOWN LANDS
UNDERSTANDING HE WANTS TO BE ALONE TO INCARNATE
FOR LONLEY WINDS WORDS ARE WHISPERING
FOR LONLEY WINDS THE PEACE CAME
- Sign Of Silence-
music by PYRZYK & SOBOLEWSKI, lyrics by PYRZYK
I AM THE TRUTH ABOUT GREAT LONELINESS
WITHOUT HOPE FOR GOD'S PRAYER
MY THOUGHTS STRAY ON THE EDGE OF REALITY
SEARCHING THE WAY LOST IN A FOG
I AM LIKE A STONE CRASHED TO THE GREY DUST
LONLEY SOUL LOOKING FOR MISERY
IT IS THE TIME TO OVER THE GAME
IT IS THE TIME TO FIND THE WAY TO HEAVEN
HERE - WHERE WE ARE
NO ONE HEAR OUR WORDS
SHADE REFLECTED IN THE WATER
IT IS MY LONLEY SOUL
AND IN THE SHADOWS OF DRIED UP TREES
MY THRONE OF NIGHT IS STANDING
JUST A SCREAM OF TOLLING BELL
DESTINY IS CALLING ME MY DESTINY
BEAUTIFUL WORDS ARE NOT FOR ME
IT IS NOT MY EXTREME WISH
I WANT TO BE LONLEY VISION
IN THE VALLEY OF LOST TIME
I CAN FIND HERE NEXT SIGNS OF SILENCE
I WANT TO TEAR OFF MY THROAT WITH SCREAM
IT IS THE TIME TO GO AWAY
IT IS THE TIME TO FIND THE WAY TO HEAVEN
- Epitaph on a Friend -
music by PYRZYK & SOBOLEWSKI, poem by BYRON
OH! FRIEND! FOR EVER LOV'D FOR EVER DEAR!
WHAT FRUITLESS TEARS HAVE BATH'D THY HONOUR'D BIER!
WHAT SIGHS RE-ECHO'D TO THY PARTING BREATH,
WHILE THOU WAST STRUGGLING IN THE PANGS OF DEATH!
COULD TEARS RETARD THE TYRANT IN HIS COURSE;
COULD SIGHS AVERT HIS DART'S RELENTLESS FORCE;
COULD YOUTH AND VIRTUE CLAIM A SHORT DELAY,
OR BEAUTY CHARM THE SPECTRE FROM HIS PREY;
THOU STILL HAD'ST LIVED, TO BLESS MY ACHING SIGHT,
THY COMRADE'S HONOUR, AND THY FRIEND'S DELIGHT,
IF, YET, THY GENTLE SPIRIT HOVER NIGH
THE SPOT, WHERE NOW THY MOULD'RING ASHES LIE,
HERE, WILT THOU READ, RECORDED ON MY HEART,
A GRIEF TOO DEEP TO TRUST THE SCULPTOR'S ART.
NO MARBLE MARKS THY COUCH OF LOWLY SLEEP,
BUT LIVING STATUES, THERE, ARE SEEN TO WEEP;
AFFLICTION'S SEMBLANCE BENDS NOT O'ER THY TOMB,
AFFLICTION'S SELF DEPLORES THY YOUTHFUL DOOM.
WHAT THOUGH THY SIRE LAMENT HIS FAILING LINE.
A FATHER'S SORROWS CANNOT EQUAL MINE!
THOUGH NONE, LIKE THEE, HIS DYING HOUR WILL CHEER,
YET OTHER OFFSPRING SOOTHE HIS ANGUISH HERE:
BUT. WHO WITH ME SHALL HOLD THY FORMER PLACE ?
THINE IMAGE, WHAT NEW FRIENDSHIP CAN EFFACE ?
AH! NONE! A FATHER'S TEARS WILL CEASE TO FLOW,
TIME WILL ASSUAGE AN INFANT BROTHER'S WOE;
TO ALL. SAVE ONE, IS CONSOLATION KNOWN,
WHILE SOLITARY FRIENDSHIP SIGHS ALONE.
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Demo I: "Dream of Dark Hour"
DREAMLESS
instrumental
ONE TEAR
Time of last chances
Time of faded moment
Broken relation - solitude
One bitter tear
Time of lost dreams
Time of forgotten love
Long way - fear
One bitter tear
Lonely despair in the sad regret
I remember her - my one tear
I feel the sadness dreaming
I want to forget but I can’t
One tear on my face
I know the high time is coming
GREEN
OF GROVE
Flesh and soil
You’ll see the stars
One yelp and sleep
You’ll nothing feel ...
Six feet under
You are falling down
Mind and spirit
Never ending pain
And green of grove
Your obsequies
Come closer, I don’t want to harm you.
I’m your destiny, end of your road.
Don’t philosophise. It’s simple.
Death is unavoidable!
MYSTERY
I am alone and I am empty
Life is not my brother anymore
There is no light of hope
There is no life, just the darkness
I am alone and I am free
Terrible road is my sweet suffering
When I wept on me
I not now
I am nobody
Let me die in peace, slowly.
I will to leave my secrets, my mysteries
My mysteries
INSOMNIA
instrumental
GODS IN PAIN
I’m bleeding you suffer
Both of Gods in pain
I’m sick, you’re dying
Both of Gods in pain
I can feel your pain
But can’t throw it away
Take it for yourself
So, leave only memory
DREAM
OF DARK HOUR
The old mystery, treasure of the mind
At the hour of dream, innocent master
The way and the dreams
Forests in the unite
Smell of the wind, shadows of the wings
At the hour of death, MY SINS
The way and the dreams
Innocents in the black
FOREVER ...
When mother prepares to bear the earth begins waiting to retrieve the
child.
Moment of born is the first hour of Death. But this hour will beget the
Life.
The wheel is closed
... forever ...
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lyrics © Pyrzyk / Sobolewski
© 1996 Nightly Gale